What upppp

It’s been two months since I’ve updated this baby. There are a lot of reasons for that. The biggest reason is that it was still winter quarter when I last updated. Hahahaha. I wanted to roll up in fetal position and cry in the corner. … I still want to do that when I think about winter quarter. @_@;;

But all joking aside, winter quarter’s been the toughest quarter for me. It was busy. It left me tired and hungry (both in the physical and spiritual sense) and in the end, broken. Just as a general thing for y’all to watch out for & to keep me accountable to is that when there’s silence on the blogging end from me, then there’s something wrong. Spiritually, there’s something very, very wrong. It’s gotten to the point of me not even updating my private journal that I used to update 2-4 times a day.

At the same time, though, it was a good break from having logorrhea all the time, especially in these past three weeks. To meet up with people. To talk with people (wiser than me). To grapple with the doubts that I’ve been having over the past few months.

I could get into really gory detail about the things that I mulled over, what triggered it, how it happened, how miserable and spiritually dejected I was, how hopeless I felt.

I could.

But I’d rather not. They’re useless details about something that doesn’t contribute to glorifying God at all; it would be revealing a lot of my sin, which I’m ok with, but I’d rather spend that time sharing how God has changed that and really, how He does everything to glorify Himself.

So I’ll leave it at that for now. Expect another post soon. -ish. I have a midterm next week and two midterms the week after that. D;

Good bye!